M.I.A.

I lied. The previous post where i said i was depressed, was just a sad way of saying i was feeling disappointed. Now im really depressed.

I went on FB earlier, and everyone was posting a status that said "Like this status, and i will post something on yur wall with something i like about you" and so i clicked the like button. Yet everyone who wrote on my wall, said the same exact thing, except in different form. Everyone said "i like how you're super cute" or "you're a sexy asian." Is that really all that people like about me? My looks? And then I got one comment from this girl I never even met that said "i like how we can talk to eachother about our problems and still be at the same level even though we've never met" Thats freakin sad. All these people I actually met and knew for years, have less to say than someone who hasn't even met me.

So forgive me for being bitter. From this point forward, I'm just gonna think about myself. Fuck everyone else and their problems, because yu know what? At the end of the day, im only gonna have myself. Well and a couple heads thats been with me from the start, but thats it. I'm done being the nice girl to everyone. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Being nice gets yu nowhere except being taken advantage of.

I feel emotionally unstable. I don't want anything to do with Boston anymore except for my true few. And thats it.

I'm done with it all.