Soo this is a random blog. I don't even know what I'm gonna blog about but whatever LOL.
So today I actually got off my butt and woke up hella early with Ms. Kathy. We woke up hella early so that she can go to Bunker Hill and fix her schedule. And I also got some info on the school along with an app to see if I wanna go there. Hmm, I'm really wondering which school I should go to.. I'm still waiting for mi madre to send me her tax shizz so I can give it to Everest. Yeh, I don't think I mentioned that I could possibly be going to Everest Institute to study for medical assisting. But with that note, with the financial aid situation, my best bet would be Bunker Hill. Plus I heard that madd asians go there LOL. Just kidding. I don't really care about what type of people there are, but I needa make a quick decision before school starts up again.
After that I guess we went job-hunting. I would say it went pretty well since we brought our resumes and came pretty prepared. I absolutely HATE it when places be like "We're always accepting applications." Dude, I'm asking if you hiring not if you accepting. Dipshits. But yeh, hopefully me && Kathy get some calls for interviews b'cuz we really NEED jobs!! LOL.
Ok um, what else.. I'm hungry. I'm gonna go grab some buffalo wings haha. See yaaaaa, lets end it with a vid (;
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Im Back
Haven't updated in awhile! Soo where do I start? I guess right now I can honestly say that I'm feeling pretty content. I been feeling pretty settled in at my new place. The only thing that I still need is a part time job. It doesn't have to be a crazy paying job, but I do miss that feeling of making your own money and getting that paycheck every week.
I also recently signed up for school! I'm looking to be in the medical field. In the future I would love to become a neo-natal nurse at the hospital but right now I'm taking baby steps, so I'm going to train to be a medical assistant for now. On the other hand, I'm also looking to get a backup job to fall back on, such as getting my nail license. If worse came to worse, I can always do that if the medical thing doesn't work out. SOO 2 careers at hand in a period of 2 yrs! Sounds like a plan XD
With my love situation, maybe I'm being a little too nice. Its hard for me to let go of something that I put so much effort into. But lately, I feel as if we are going along different roads. He says I could be the one, yet I feel that it's all talk. Actions speak louder than words. At times when we're at our best we are SOO good. But when we fight it's horrible. And I don't know if I'm still by his side for the wrong reasons, but it's just something there.. Like a little ray of hope telling me that it'll be worth it. Sigh. Sometimes you can't help but wonder.
On another note, it's kind of strange having random people I don't know msging me on FB or MS. Why is it that I have so many stalkers && what is it about me that people want to know so much about?? It's kinda creepy. I'm thinking of changing my number LOL.
I also recently signed up for school! I'm looking to be in the medical field. In the future I would love to become a neo-natal nurse at the hospital but right now I'm taking baby steps, so I'm going to train to be a medical assistant for now. On the other hand, I'm also looking to get a backup job to fall back on, such as getting my nail license. If worse came to worse, I can always do that if the medical thing doesn't work out. SOO 2 careers at hand in a period of 2 yrs! Sounds like a plan XD
With my love situation, maybe I'm being a little too nice. Its hard for me to let go of something that I put so much effort into. But lately, I feel as if we are going along different roads. He says I could be the one, yet I feel that it's all talk. Actions speak louder than words. At times when we're at our best we are SOO good. But when we fight it's horrible. And I don't know if I'm still by his side for the wrong reasons, but it's just something there.. Like a little ray of hope telling me that it'll be worth it. Sigh. Sometimes you can't help but wonder.
On another note, it's kind of strange having random people I don't know msging me on FB or MS. Why is it that I have so many stalkers && what is it about me that people want to know so much about?? It's kinda creepy. I'm thinking of changing my number LOL.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Where Am I?
Hmm so lately things have been getting back on track ;]
I feel as if everything is going back to the way I want it to. Like my username, I'm gonna be MIA for a lil while. Sometimes it's better to stay on the dl to keep yourself out of trouble and drama lol. The only thing that is still not going my way is the job situation. It's so hard to find one and when I do, my interview sucks -.-
Maybe thats my problem..
Anyways, with that other situation I'm giving it one last try. I know there's probably gonna be disagreements with my friends and my decision but it is MY DECISION. I know my girls are just looking out for me but if it doesn't work this time around then move on right??
On another note, I need to go tanning again. I already went once with Ashley but I didn't get dark enough. I think I'm gonna go 3 more times like I planned with 3 of my different girls LOL. Too bad we couldn't all go at once since they don't get along ;P. Okays, well I'ma end it with a video like I always do.
I feel as if everything is going back to the way I want it to. Like my username, I'm gonna be MIA for a lil while. Sometimes it's better to stay on the dl to keep yourself out of trouble and drama lol. The only thing that is still not going my way is the job situation. It's so hard to find one and when I do, my interview sucks -.-
Maybe thats my problem..
Anyways, with that other situation I'm giving it one last try. I know there's probably gonna be disagreements with my friends and my decision but it is MY DECISION. I know my girls are just looking out for me but if it doesn't work this time around then move on right??
On another note, I need to go tanning again. I already went once with Ashley but I didn't get dark enough. I think I'm gonna go 3 more times like I planned with 3 of my different girls LOL. Too bad we couldn't all go at once since they don't get along ;P. Okays, well I'ma end it with a video like I always do.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Fool For You
I must've been so crazy to beleive I was the one who could change you. I guess I was wrong. So many tears and lies I had to go through, and what do I do? I still stick up for you. Regardless of how many rumors fly back and forth, I stuck by with you to the end. And what do you do, you shatter my heart to pieces. I don't know if I can even cry anymore. I feel so fukcin betrayed. Never have I been so hurt like this before in my life. I feel like my heart got ripped out and stepped all over. Sighh. What happened to changing and being honest with eachother. It just sucks. Maybe I'm the one to blame? I let you do this to me and yet I still stayed as if I didn't know the truth. Love is blind. It can make you so stupid. And it's got me wondering, was what we had all fake? Was I really tryna live in this fairy tale land? I feel so numb. I don't know if I can even shed another tear. It hurts the most knowing that the proof is right there. And still you can't be honest with me. So what am I to do. I really loved you. Its just tough and I'm not sure if I can trust guys anymore. Urghh. We'll see what happens. And I hope it was fuckin worth it.
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