I'm feeling so depressed. I haven't felt this sad in a long time. I don't want to talk to anyone. I just wanna lock myself in my room and cry. Cry until I can't cry no more. Yeah, Im a big baby but thats how I cope with things. Recently found out something about one of my close friends. She secretly fucked me over and NEVER said one word to me. At least, she could've had the courtesy to tell me what she did, or she shouldn't even had done it at all. How can she do this to me?? And all this time... Ugh, im so disgusted i don't even want to think about it.
I feel betrayed and hurt. Its been 2 days since I found out and I still can't seem to let it go. I always confided in her when I was feeling upset. Now I feel so kinda stupid. I want to act as if nothing was wrong but its a little hard at times. So what do I do?
For the past couple days, I been playing the voices in my head over and over. After work, i would come home and go straight to my room, think abt it, and cry about it. I wish I was a stronger person, that can just keep it inside. At times, I would feel much better after I let out all the tears. It's like deja vu, except it happens over and over and over everyday.
Sigh. Gonna watch a movie to get my mind off of it -.-
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