The loneliness can be deadly. I dunno I feel extremely depressed for some reason. Maybe it's because I been staying home way too much for my own good or I am jobless. Why is it so hard to find a job? And when I do find one, it's always some crappy one -.- Very very sad. I think I should just go back to school or something. But at the same time I need money! Urghh, this is so frustrating!
On another note, today's my 9mth anniversary. Yet I feel like it's another day gone by. I guess its because we didn't do anything special. Sigh. Not in the mood, I'm gonna go fill up my tummy and hopefully that'll get me less bitchy.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Labels or Love
Sigh.. Lately things have been so stressful and shit to me. I'm currently looking for a job. Urghh, I hate this. It's so hard to find a job and even when you do get an interview, there's also chances someone else will get it. Madd gay man..
On another note, I've had a lot on my mind lately. Am I just stupid to realize it or can i not accept the truth. The truth will blow up in my face eventually. I just wish things wouldn't be so hard and complicated. Maybe it's my fault too, but then again. I don't know. I hate rumors and gossip PERIOD.
I guess I have come to that point where you don't care anymore and just live the days as it goes by. I used to get so worked up about everything but now I'm just going towards that Nicki Minaj attitude. If you don't trust too much then you won't get disappointed or let down. Thats kind of the way I see it nowadays. But shit happens. I'm just gonna go with the flow until it's no longer here. Deuces.
On another note, I've had a lot on my mind lately. Am I just stupid to realize it or can i not accept the truth. The truth will blow up in my face eventually. I just wish things wouldn't be so hard and complicated. Maybe it's my fault too, but then again. I don't know. I hate rumors and gossip PERIOD.
I guess I have come to that point where you don't care anymore and just live the days as it goes by. I used to get so worked up about everything but now I'm just going towards that Nicki Minaj attitude. If you don't trust too much then you won't get disappointed or let down. Thats kind of the way I see it nowadays. But shit happens. I'm just gonna go with the flow until it's no longer here. Deuces.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Don't Trust Me
So today was a mellow day. I didn't really do much, cuz I woke up madd late "5pm" LOL. I sure as hell can sleep. Anyways, I'm still sick.. Wow it's been what about a week since I been sick, and it looks like it's extending to the next week. Guess it's cuz I'm so stubborn to take medicine.
Another thing is, people are so unappreciative. Not gonna say no names but I bet you know who you are. I swallow my pride for one second to try and be nice but NO, it's not fucking worth it. Especially when they making you feel like you did something wrong, like wtf. I'm doing you a favor here in case you didn't know, ungrateful hoe. Whatever, I'm over it.
Karma's a bitch, you'll get yours.
Another thing is, people are so unappreciative. Not gonna say no names but I bet you know who you are. I swallow my pride for one second to try and be nice but NO, it's not fucking worth it. Especially when they making you feel like you did something wrong, like wtf. I'm doing you a favor here in case you didn't know, ungrateful hoe. Whatever, I'm over it.
Karma's a bitch, you'll get yours.
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