Sigh, so lately I have been MIA for whats been about 3 wks. I don't know why I'm doing this actually. I haven't even talked to my closest friends for 2 wks. Only because i want a break..
I guess I'm just trying to search really hard for what I want in my life. And don't get me wrong, my girls are great. But I don't think we're on the same page. They're still in that 'party' phase which I'm kinda over.
I've never been that crazy party girl, I've always been laid back or sitting at home doing something. But I'm happy with that. I'm content. I like sitting at his house with just me and him. We don't even have to be doing anything, he just makes me happy just being there..
But seriously, i need a job asap! Christmas is coming soon and I want a nice ending to this year.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tie Me Down
Hmm, so yes it’s been quite awhile since I last updated. & no, don’t be fooled by the song, it’s just really catchy and it’s been stuck in my head.
Family: Yday, or a couple hours ago, was my youngest brother Sam’s bday. He turns 4! & yes, I know a few heads are probably surprised that I have 2 younger brothers only because I don’t really talk about them but yeh. I miss him so much! If I could, I would take care of him here in Boston, but I’d need to put him in school. Sigh, the last time I seen my instant family was probably in January. Yes, sadly it’s almost been a year since I seen my mom. I heard she has a new boyfriend and he’s treating her really good, so that’s a big plus. & my little sis Tiffany, is doing pretty well herself. There’s nothing she can do that can make me more proud of her. She’s already a lieutenant in process of joining the NAVY, and she has told me that she is attending Harvard here in Boston, after she graduates high school. -smiles- I’m glad everyone is doing well and hopefully I can see them this Christmas, if not then during my school break?
Friends: I actually chose to isolate myself from a lot of my friends. Except the main ladies of course! It’s nothing bad though, I just want to focus on myself and other important things than catching up with what’s been going on with everyone else. So yes, I’m MIA for awhile until I’m ready to get back in action.
Boyfriend: Yes, we broke up a few times and got back together again. No surprise there hmm? This time, we’re trying to work things out and fix our problems. Things have been pretty good lately actually. & I’m finally glad to say that I’m feeling very content about us. I know a lot of people are wondering why our status is still single on face book. But that’s because we RECENTLY got back for like a week. So we’re taking things slowly to make sure nothing happens again.
School: You know, to be honest at first I hated school with a big fat passion, but as the months are flying by, it’s getting pretty easy. I am a fast learner after all. I’m constantly acing through every single test I take which is feeding my ego pretty well. & in the beginning I wasn’t even sure if I was in the right field. But now I know that this is what I want to do. & I’m happy I’m actually going to school. So for all of those who doubted that I would NEVER go back? You can suck my nonexistent nutss LOL. Soon to be graduate in July 2010!
Work: Yeh this has to be the most depressing category because a job doesn’t even exist in my life right now! I’m literally online and on Craig list every SINGLE day sending my resume and emailing places. I need a job asap! I’m not even sure how I’m gonna survive the next month or so without a job. So definitely the end of this week, I am going job hunting, even if it means I gotta go by myself. & plus I haven’t treated myself to a shopping spree since my last job in September. So hopefully, within the next wks or so, I will find a steady job.
Family: Yday, or a couple hours ago, was my youngest brother Sam’s bday. He turns 4! & yes, I know a few heads are probably surprised that I have 2 younger brothers only because I don’t really talk about them but yeh. I miss him so much! If I could, I would take care of him here in Boston, but I’d need to put him in school. Sigh, the last time I seen my instant family was probably in January. Yes, sadly it’s almost been a year since I seen my mom. I heard she has a new boyfriend and he’s treating her really good, so that’s a big plus. & my little sis Tiffany, is doing pretty well herself. There’s nothing she can do that can make me more proud of her. She’s already a lieutenant in process of joining the NAVY, and she has told me that she is attending Harvard here in Boston, after she graduates high school. -smiles- I’m glad everyone is doing well and hopefully I can see them this Christmas, if not then during my school break?
Friends: I actually chose to isolate myself from a lot of my friends. Except the main ladies of course! It’s nothing bad though, I just want to focus on myself and other important things than catching up with what’s been going on with everyone else. So yes, I’m MIA for awhile until I’m ready to get back in action.
Boyfriend: Yes, we broke up a few times and got back together again. No surprise there hmm? This time, we’re trying to work things out and fix our problems. Things have been pretty good lately actually. & I’m finally glad to say that I’m feeling very content about us. I know a lot of people are wondering why our status is still single on face book. But that’s because we RECENTLY got back for like a week. So we’re taking things slowly to make sure nothing happens again.
School: You know, to be honest at first I hated school with a big fat passion, but as the months are flying by, it’s getting pretty easy. I am a fast learner after all. I’m constantly acing through every single test I take which is feeding my ego pretty well. & in the beginning I wasn’t even sure if I was in the right field. But now I know that this is what I want to do. & I’m happy I’m actually going to school. So for all of those who doubted that I would NEVER go back? You can suck my nonexistent nutss LOL. Soon to be graduate in July 2010!
Work: Yeh this has to be the most depressing category because a job doesn’t even exist in my life right now! I’m literally online and on Craig list every SINGLE day sending my resume and emailing places. I need a job asap! I’m not even sure how I’m gonna survive the next month or so without a job. So definitely the end of this week, I am going job hunting, even if it means I gotta go by myself. & plus I haven’t treated myself to a shopping spree since my last job in September. So hopefully, within the next wks or so, I will find a steady job.
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