I feel a little sad today. My sister Tiffany left to Florida this morning and she's not gonna be back until a week later. Today is also Mother's Day and unfortunately my mom is out again. She brought my brothers with her to go eat pho at my uncle's house. I'm not gonna lie I'm really craving for some pho right now but I hate going over to my uncles' cuz his wife's such a bitch. She's always annoying me asking me hella questions about my life like she's a cop or something. Lets add the fact that she's also been trying very hard to convince me to come and live with her for several months now but I KNOW. She only wants me as a babysitter for her 2 kids so she can go gamble. Pfft, yeah right. So NO I WON'T LIVE WITH YOU. Goshh.
& the main point for this post is because I'm alone in my house.. LOL. My cousins, friends, and everyone else is spending time with their mom EXCEPT for me. I don't know I just feel like I barely see her anymore and we live under the same roof. How sad is that? She's always with her boyfriend and when she's not with him, she's at work. I really miss her and today I wanted to spend time with her ALONE. Just me and her, mother and daughter time.
Sometimes I think back and wonder, am I a bad daughter? Is it because I haven't actually been with her for the past 3 years that I feel the need to make up that loss time now? Well my sister and I also bought her 2 bouquets of roses but now I guess its just laying there.. on the table.. with no water.. wilting.. drying.. waiting to die.. -.- Nah, I'm just being dramatic it's in a pretty vase LOL. Maybe it's cuz I'm just being extra emo for no reason. But then again, I'm a momma's girl!! Can you blame me?
Oh well, I guess I'ma just deal with it today and go have fun with the crew tomorrow. So once again, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the beautiful moms that held it down since day one, EXCLUDING hoodrats and money hungry baby momma beeetches :P
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