Im Back

Haven't updated in awhile! Soo where do I start? I guess right now I can honestly say that I'm feeling pretty content. I been feeling pretty settled in at my new place. The only thing that I still need is a part time job. It doesn't have to be a crazy paying job, but I do miss that feeling of making your own money and getting that paycheck every week.

I also recently signed up for school! I'm looking to be in the medical field. In the future I would love to become a neo-natal nurse at the hospital but right now I'm taking baby steps, so I'm going to train to be a medical assistant for now. On the other hand, I'm also looking to get a backup job to fall back on, such as getting my nail license. If worse came to worse, I can always do that if the medical thing doesn't work out. SOO 2 careers at hand in a period of 2 yrs! Sounds like a plan XD

With my love situation, maybe I'm being a little too nice. Its hard for me to let go of something that I put so much effort into. But lately, I feel as if we are going along different roads. He says I could be the one, yet I feel that it's all talk. Actions speak louder than words. At times when we're at our best we are SOO good. But when we fight it's horrible. And I don't know if I'm still by his side for the wrong reasons, but it's just something there.. Like a little ray of hope telling me that it'll be worth it. Sigh. Sometimes you can't help but wonder.

On another note, it's kind of strange having random people I don't know msging me on FB or MS. Why is it that I have so many stalkers && what is it about me that people want to know so much about?? It's kinda creepy. I'm thinking of changing my number LOL.