I must've been so crazy to beleive I was the one who could change you. I guess I was wrong. So many tears and lies I had to go through, and what do I do? I still stick up for you. Regardless of how many rumors fly back and forth, I stuck by with you to the end. And what do you do, you shatter my heart to pieces. I don't know if I can even cry anymore. I feel so fukcin betrayed. Never have I been so hurt like this before in my life. I feel like my heart got ripped out and stepped all over. Sighh. What happened to changing and being honest with eachother. It just sucks. Maybe I'm the one to blame? I let you do this to me and yet I still stayed as if I didn't know the truth. Love is blind. It can make you so stupid. And it's got me wondering, was what we had all fake? Was I really tryna live in this fairy tale land? I feel so numb. I don't know if I can even shed another tear. It hurts the most knowing that the proof is right there. And still you can't be honest with me. So what am I to do. I really loved you. Its just tough and I'm not sure if I can trust guys anymore. Urghh. We'll see what happens. And I hope it was fuckin worth it.
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