I Need A Savior

Soo notice how I didn't have a video in my previous blog? Well, that's because I couldn't find one lol.

Lately, things have been pretty smooth. Needless to say I'm doing kinda "eh" in school. I skipped out on the 2nd and 3rd day, and I did it again yday because I felt LAZY. Not gonna happen today. I'm gonna make sure I get my butt to class if that's the last thing I do. They give us homework twice a week and we have a review test every week. That's kind of annoying but I guess I can kinda understand because we are in the medical field. & another thing is in the beginning, I felt very uncomfortable in my class only because everyone there was a young mother and I felt out of place. I felt like I didn't belong because looking at the people around me, I felt the youngest and the baby. Everytime someone would be like "little amy" like i'm a little kid or something.. SIGH I guess I'll just suck it up until July.

Situation with me & him? It's really good! I like the changes that he's making for me. Last night, we had a talk. And he said one thing that made me kind of look back and think for a minute. "You might look at us like another one of your relationships, but you're more special to me than you think." I had a bitter-sweet feeling about that comment. I guess I can kinda agree half & half on that. Only because I don't want to be hurt or walked all over. Therefore, even though we've been together for a whole year.. there's still some things I don't feel comfortable with. So I tend to hold back and shut him out. But I do care for him. My feelings haven't changed for him, it's just that I'm not letting him see that weaker light of me again. I see us going somewhere though, I just don't know where yet.