Whatcha Say

Been awhile since I updated, only because I don't always have access to internet besides my SK LX09. But on the UP SIDE, i finally figured out how to use mobile blogging! Now I can jz blog on my phone and it'll automatically post (:

SOOO let's see whats been up with me? I've been feeling like shit for the past couple days to be honest. I felt as if the love & school situation was backing out on me. I'll start with the love part. Just when everything was okay, (well at least I thought it was), things started getting so out of proportion over such a small thing. & yes I felt like I lost in the battle because there was not much I could do. And it sucked for the last couple days because I was so deeply in love with him and I felt like I lost him over a small fight. At tht point, I was doing all tht I could to keep my mind off him but it was SO HARD. Everything, I mean EVERYTHING around me reminded me of him. Especially, all of the good times we had and it jz made me tear up like a little girl. Even when I was at work, whenever i had a break I wud run straight to the bathroom and cry my eyes out until my nose was red like rudolph the reindeer.. lol. Idk it jz sucked balls.

Then with the school situation.. Well it's really up to me whether I want to go or not. I just don't know if I'm leading myself the right way. But then again, I do want to go into the medical field and hopefully work my way up from a measly medical assistant onto a neo-natal nurse! When I think about it, I just think I'm downright lazy LOL. My schedule will be from monday-thursday 6 to 10pm >.< nd then I also got work in the morning on the wkdays from 11 to 3pm. I guess it's doable but I'm starting to worry about being stuck nd walking through the snow in the wintertime. GAY lol. But then again, I'll graduate in July so it'll all be worth it right??

SOO back to reality, my life hasn't sucked tht bad LOL. But I'll continue this in a bit cus TOOL ACADEMY is on LOL.

To be continued...