So today was the first day I felt fabulous in awhile. Maybe because I got some things off my chest? Or maybe me and the boyfriend finally talked about that subject even though I try to avoid it as much as possible. I'm not gonna lie I'm dreading the days to come, but what can I do about it but to suck it up and face it? Better now than never right? So I'm just gonna stop being so paranoid. Because they say if you love someone you would trust them.
The highlight of the day was that me && Ms. Jessica had a really good talk about relationships. Basically, we talked about what we've gone through and it just made me feel so much better knowing that she understood ME. Even though she is still only a senior, she kind of reminds me of myself in a better light.
And I just have to say this, but it really bothers me when people tell me how to live my life. You're not me and you're not in my shoes so how can you say you understand when all you do is judge? Don't bring me down just because you're not doing so well with your shit. I'm so sorry that I went through more shit than you will ever know and you've been breezing by life. It just goes to show that some people are selfish and only care about their own happiness. Even when I was the one there for them through thick && thin. People are just fucked up...
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